I can’t understand my feelings anymore.
Enlighten me! I am waiting.
Speak up! Please help clear up my mind.

You were my knight in shining armor.
You rescued me when everyone didn’t.
You lightened up my life surrounded by darkness.
You lifted me up when I felt down.
You trusted me more than anyone.
You gave me everything I need, giving up all that you had.
You completed my life.

Are the feelings gone? Did I do something wrong?
You went through the other direction.
I have trusted you all the way.
Trust that is very meaningful.
I gave you all my heart.

Should I still feel the same? It’s really hard to say.
Promises are really made to be broken.
Once already done, it’s really hard to put them back together.

Is there still a chance for us to reconcile?
Let’s mend the broken heart and start a brand new one.

“I never stop loving you!”
I love you! And I always do.
I wish you feel the same as I do.

July 7, 2020 Lifediary511